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I survived the swim! |
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I'm still alive!!! |
I practiced at Clearwater Lake. It was all I could do to put my face in the water and swim freestyle for a few strokes. My heart pounded in my chest. I felt I couldn't breathe. It was embarrassing to panic in what was clearly a safe environment for swimming-- no sharks, no jellyfish. What was my problem?
I practiced at Hard Labor Creek Lake near our home. Many times. It got better. It helped when my son swam with me the first time. It helped when I swam with my triathlete friend, Amy. I didn't get faster, but I stopped panicking . . . as much.
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John's assignment was to keep an eye on women's legs! |
Wading into the lake, I found a quiet spot off to the side. Two laps around these buoys? Surely I had misread! It looked like at least a mile swim. The announcer reminded us that we swim twice around the buoys. Oh, gosh! Okay, Okay, I thought. I know my body can do it as long as I stay calm . . . as long as I stay calm . . .
The gun went off and we were in. For the first 60 seconds, I was swimming happily and thinking, "This is going just fine!", but then suddenly I couldn't breathe, my heart was racing, and I wanted to stop! I swam with my head up and thought, "I can't do it. I can't possibly do two laps around these buoys." At that moment, the next gun went off for the next wave of swimmers. I realized that I had only been in the water for THREE MINUTES. Good Grief!
I told my brain to shut up, and I just started trying to swim. No thinking. Just swimming-- face out of the water mostly. I passed a few people. I began to feel a little better. By a half mile in, I was relaxed and thought maybe I could do it. I worried about watching the buoys and keeping my strokes and breathing smooth and easy. Speed wasn't a priority. I began to swim as if I was in the pool.
Finally, after 1.14 miles, my hands touched sand and I stood and ran toward John and the bike. I survived!
My husband's assignment had been to watch women's legs and let me know how many women in my age group are in front of me. He shouted out the number as I trotted by, but I no longer cared. I had done it. I had overcome the panic and survived the swim. I knew I could and would do it again. I would (will) eventually become an Ironman.
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Happy Cruising with Spooky |
The rest of the race was a joy. Spooky and I loved the 22 miles of rolling hills. My legs transitioned smoothly to the run and I passed a lot of people during the 10K. The finish was a downhill pleasure with John waiting at the end.
All of that, and second in my age group, too?! A great day. Can't wait for the next one.
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Running it in for second place in my age group. |